i felt like i'm crashing into pieces already. no one REALLY cares about me luh. as long as i'm still alive, let it be sad/happy, i don't think they would care for me. cause i suck.
sushii. i miss you loads luh. that's why i'm in such low spirits. feeling so down cann. talk to me okay? even for a minute or so, i'll still be happy, but not that contented.
my parents. as long as i don't create trouble for them, i don't think they would wanna care about me. maybe i'm just useless to them. only know how to go out/waste money/...etc. kind of thing luh. my mom says she doesn't even wanna see me after i came back home last evening.
it's raining & raining & raining. and it's still raining.
thanks for all those encouragements yeah.
i am like a piece of shit luh. whole day bully kor. although he always cheers me up. i feel so sad sad sad sad sad luh. so damn freaking brainless. i've never spared a thought for him luh. not even caring about his feelings. as in, how he feels. hurt or not, i didn't even come across it. he's leaving for somewhere soon. i don't know when he'll be back. but i'm sure i'll definitely cry after he left luh. maybe i'll laugh, but not for longgggg. he has been giving in to me luh. even when he's not at fault, he'll apologise to me for nothing though.
hahah, chatting to him now.
kor : eh mei, ur there raining arh? mei : ya luh. kor : is ur window open? mei : yes, it is. kor : faster go close the window luh! mei : don't want leh. lazy luh. kor : later if got the thunder come in how? mei : aiya, then i die lor. kor : choi choi choi !
LOL. funny right?
YAY, i laughed. for a few seconds. hahah (:
have been sad since don't know when. and i can't be that happy. since graduation day is near. yup. trying to be happy everytime. don't wanna be upset all the time luh.
good results.
get into good school.
freedom.
laptop.
adidas sports shoe.
new nike bottle.
unlimited neoprints.
chalet.
arcade everyday.
moremore $$$.
more movies.
more OP stuffs.
dye hair.
escape theme park.
all the above to come true ^^
011106- SUSHII CAME OVER.
021106- JOLYN'S BIRTHDAY.
031106- SUSHII CAME OVER.
041106- ARCADE etc.
051106- ARCADE etc.
061106- CLASS PARTY.
071106- CLASS GATHERING.
081106- JOY & JOLINE'S BIRTHDAY.
091106- ESCAPE THEME PARK :DD.
VIVO CITY.
PC BUNK.
111106- GOING FOR OPEN HOUSE.
141106- JIN WEI'S BIRTHDAY.
LAST DAY OF SCHOOL.
151106- BUAN HUA'S BIRTHDAY.
GRADUATION DAY.
231106- PSLE'S RESULTS.
